stoned

Sometimes it seems really undeserving when all day you're in cloud nine but just that one sentence spoken in a very lousy tone simply shatters your day. Like a stone hitting right through the window.

I was really soaring high in the skies and before you know it, I lost my wings.

I survived through practical sessions today, scathed and battered. But no, I wasn't even an inch close to being emo while some others gave faces that exorcised a thousand demons. In fact, I felt still great.

I survived through the deprivation of TGIF and still felt its fine. Just an afternoon and a weekend off to finish up reports..I still have another 51 more in a year to enjoy, doesn't matter.

Sigh...but just that one sentence of disapproval simply turns my world outside down. Feeling emo? Check. Down? Check. Loss motivation? Check.

I lost it. The momentum is gone. All I have left is the cruel reminder of the harsh, cold reality that slaps me hard on the face, stripping me off the only sense of hope to keep me going.

And that's all that's left.

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